Thursday, April 29, 2010

no option !!

You Dont have the option to say no ....You Dont have the option to say no ....You Dont have the option to say no ....
this was the only thing which was ticking in her mind since morning. I'll not do any compromise with my life & luck this time, doesn't matter how much struggle i have to do. What a destiny i have, what a luck, why only me, why God always do this to me ... all these unanswered questions were in her mind with a frequency of one per thought.

Being among the toppers of class at school & college level, she was not happy. Since begining she was at second place, she tried her best infact more than that but she was failed at level when it comes to be the FIRST. Her classmate stood first at university level. She was Second, that is also not bad but who cares for the person who is not first. Who remember second. What matters is whether you are first or not, no-one gonna come & ask how much effort you have put or how much pressure you felt, not even how much bad i felt at the moment of result ! She blaimed her luck, God , lastly her efforts also.

Time passed she started working. It was very much sure that one will find complete & accurate results for the task assigned to her whether it takes her weekends, sitting late hours & hamper her personal life. She will never let you down at professional front. One of the most valueable assest to her company. Year ended & now its time to promotion. Everybody was sure about her promotion & sent their wishes even in advance. Suddenly the announcement came that its time of recession, all the people of her competency Finance are getting fired due to lack of projects. Once again Luck was blaimed, she tried her level best to adjust for this situation.

Now once again she is in the same state but this time she dont want to blame her luck instead want to start from ashes of her trust & love. A happily married housewife, on the way to her routine checkup with Gyne. She was excited like a kid & crossing her fingers to hear some good news. She was praying God to let her handle the happiness. After getting the positive reports she was on the cloud nine of seventh sky. Busy in thoughts that what preparations she has to do for welcoming the new family member, how much she has to care for herself , how will she share this news with her better-half she was moving towards her cab. Suddenly she felt that it was Subodh, her husband. She took two setps backward to check was her vision clear or may be she was lost in her happiness but yes he is Subodh, what he is doing here, who is that lady patient, whose baby is in Subodh's hand, these all questions came to her mind at once only.

She felt all alone in this world as soon as diiferent thoughts were booming in her mind what if ......Some how she tried to manage her courage to go in the cottage & inquire from Subodh about her. Subodh was shocked to see Shreya in front of him. He placed the baby in the cott & came out of the room holding Shreya's hand. After a lot of arguments & looking at her positive report Subodh said " I am not going to divorce her, I am father of that baby. I loved Naina since the day i saw her but my dad was not ready so i managed this way out. I am very happy for your positive report, i assure you that you or your child will never feel alone. Our families won't accept this truth so you have to be silent. You don't have the option to say no & there wont be any other discussion over it."
Shocked Shreya was facing this behaviour from Subodh first time in last 6 years. It was the insult of her love & trust.

Well known by her that start of a life from ashes of trust & love is not at all a easy task but only for baby which is taking place in her body she decided to start her journey. She called the cab for hospital to meet Subodh & wish him good bye.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Youth

we never ever had girls in our lives...
because we love our would be wives....

This was the thought of most youngsters till the last generations. They were so honest with their decisions, the respect they have for themselves & others n their feelings just cant be measurable.

Now youth is more over towards

we have hundreds girls in our lives...
but our parents love only our wives....

They dont have respect for any person or his/her feelings, they don't want to stick & be honest with one, even they hate responsiblities. No believe in marriage is left but live-in is set with them.