I am sorry for the accident happened yesterday, I know what happened but i dont know how it happened to be through my hands.
Perhaps it was not such a big accident as everybody consoled, but given the peripheral conditions it meant a lot to me. It has lasted a scar on my heart as well as mind which i think will remain for a few time.
when accident happens we curse people who are responsible for it or we curse god for choosing us for the wounds, but for the first time I felt that how does it feels to curse yourself, when you know that you are sole responsible person on earth to make you stand in such a condition which is tough to overcome.
I felt like hiding myself from me.I came to know ki practically Bana banaya kaam bigaadna kise kehte hain. Jese kisi shadi se 2 din pehle ladki ke baap ne apna main gate tod diya ho ya fir kisi film ke muhurat pe kisi ne 50L ka set uda diya ho.
Still I thank god for alerting me with this little prompt which could be huge and everlasting as far as the accidents are concerned.
Whatever people will say I am not bothered, but when my mind asks me why this blunder ?, my heart replies……. it was not me
It was not me at all.......... :(
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